I really want to go to a Sacrament Meeting, but I have a few issues... First of all, my family is well-known as a "Mormon-hating" family when I myself am not. I'm kind of worried that people wont be friendly to me because of that, or think I'm there for some other reason than I am. Secondly, I know that if I want to become a member and do any temple work, I have to go to the meetings to get a recommend. Well, I have pretty severe bipolar, so lots of weeks there is no way I will leave my BED, much less the house to go to the meeting. How does this work? or is it one of those things where I attend as many meetings as possible?