I admire you for your decision to avoid information that you feel would not be helpful in your journey as a Latter Day Saint. I ultimately feel this is a decision everybody has to make, for themselves. I do, however, feel that for me, the only way I would answer yes to that question, would be if I sympathized, or associated with individuals whose sole intent would be to destroy faith, or the Church. To me, there is a difference between thoroughly studying Mormon History, both good and bad aspects, and dwelling on the negative for the sole purpose of "attacking the Church". One of my passions is attending Mormon studies conferences, reading books concerning the Church from an objective standpoint, and trying to see the "big picture" of everything. I find doing so, for me, is worthwhile, causes me to question less, and find a meaningful balance between intellectualism and spirituality. After all, I'm at a point where no piece of knowledge concerning religion in any way shape or form will cause me to desire to leave the Church, or attack it. I understand some people may have a hard time comprehending how intellectualism could possibly have a place in a person's spiritual journey, if he or she desires to maintain their faith, but I have found a way to do so, and I believe it is a personal thing. I do not say this to try to convince you to follow my example. Quite the contrary. I would actually advise you to keep doing what you are doing, and stay on the path that feels right to you. I just thought I needed to state that individuals currently struggling with issues concerning Church History do not need to despair, so long as they go about it in a way that does not bring others down.