Hello forum, I saw that Innergold posted on this forum recently. I went through that program over 3 years ago and have found sobriety in pornography addiction. For those addicts out there or those who know addicts, there is hope and help. For those addicts in denial, hopefully you will admit it and get help :) I am here to say that any out there with questions or want some confidential and honest feedback, just ask me. I have no shame in admitting my addiction now or discussing recovery. I know that recovery is possible. I am proof. I went years with occasional relapses in my pornography addiction thinking I could just stop with more faith, more scriptures, more Temple, etc... I spent a year working in the Temple. I have had various church callings etc... I went through Bishop after Bishop trying to "beat" this thing. I prayed almost every day for help. My sweet wife prayed with me. I didn't binge every day. It was on business trips and usually every 2-6 months I would relapse. Pretty common amongst LDS men actually. I was so confused and felt crummy every time I slipped. I hated myself for a while. My wife and I would weep together becuase of this beast that plagued me. It was like I was outside looking in when I relapsed. What I learned is that this is pretty common amongst LDS men. Innergold Counseling helped me understand my addiction and gave me the tools to find sobriety. If ANYONE has this addiction or questions for me...feel free to ask. I am doing great. My wife and I are happy as ever. I have truly given my addiction to the Lord finally in admitting I am nothing alone and cannot do this on my own. I needed counseling, I needed my wife, and I needed to truly humble myself before the Savior. I use what I learned through Innergold to stay sober every day now. Nephi stated "O Lord, wilt though redeem my soul? Wilt though deliver me out of the hands of mine enemies? Wilt though make me that I may shake at the very appearance of sin? May the gates of Hell be shut continually before me, becuase that my heart is broken and my spirit is contrite? O Lord, wilt though not shut the gates of thy righteousness before me, that I may walk in the low valley, that I may be strict in the plain road." 2ndNephi 4: 31-32. Well, I am here to help those who feel the gates of righteousness shut before them. I am here to answer questions that may lead people through that low valley of humility learn to be strict in the plain road.