Hello. You did't have such feeling, when you want to desirable to hide, escape from all and from only, when nobody understands you? Here at me just such condition. I don't know what i must to do how to live. The only thing, that I know this is that God near to me, that He hears me. I understand that He gives me it to test me that I have come to something that He waits from me. But it's so difficult . I wanna cry from a despair, hopelessness and uncertainty... But i hope that everything will be OK