Wow. Its funny how our Heavenly Father works. I came on to ask about law of chastity issues my fosters daughter is having and I found this. I want to thank the original poster for posting this. It takes a lot of courage to post and ask for advise about Law of chastity issues because they tend to cause more shame then other issues for reasons I don't want to get into nor fully understand. I don't have much advise for you. If you pray and do the foot work to get through this you most certainly will. I hope I didn't minimize your feelings at all and if I did I'm sorry. Ill make sure to pray for you!
Mac