here's another reason why im taking my name off so i can search myself, I became inactive for a couple years because of my job (Correction Officer in a State Institution) I was working 16 hours every other day. When I was inactive, I had members of the ward Im in calling me, leaving messages on my house and kind of being pushy for me to come back, I wanted to but when you need money to survive on and pay bills and take care of a wife the job kinda becomes important, and I know your supposed to put God first, I always had him first, I read my scriptures daily, I even snuck them into work with me. I even tried explaining to them the reason why i couldnt come to church and most (not all) members there just took it wrong (i guess) and was just being pushy, that almost pushed me away then, this is why im doing what im doing.