Milluw

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  1. *Facepalm* - Opposite gender, ofcourse! (Getting sleepy) Sorry
  2. Oh, i just realised i should have posted this in the marriage/relationship category
  3. Here's one thing i have been wondering, as i have seen so many different opinions around. When you are in a relationship/marriage, where do you draw the line with having friends of the opposite gender, if you draw any? Do some things have to change with them? What are your opinions?
  4. I got cedar tree, just a few things fitted =) mostly it did not
  5. He is writing me now, i asked him and currently he just finished his class. He says they are having a meeting about what will be next, so i dont know which school he will be at, at least for now..
  6. Possibly, i could try to locate his school. Maybe ask him what he is doing now, if he is still going to that school and so on.. Last i heard it were the end of the school year.
  7. Ive thought about this, but i cant see any way other than asking him to know who her name is. And im afraid he might think that is suspicious. All i know so far is that it is a female.. I dont know his parents, or who else he keeps in contact with him at this moment that could help me find out. Everyone i knew that he knew, has completely cut contact with him a good while back..
  8. Oh good :) will try and figure out where to turn it in to here, and do that. Thanks alot for the advice!
  9. I would not have been able to live with myself, if anything like that happend! Have been talking to him over a year about this, maybe i should have taken action a long time ago. Havent really kept records of our conversations, how is it possible to prove? If i save our conversations, how would they know its not just something i could have been sitting there writing?
  10. Yeah, its also the main reason to why i feel like i want to back out.. I just justified talking to him still, because he seemed like he had become aware of his problem. Told me that i didn't do anything wrong to him for those plans, that he just at that point had justified it somehow in his mind. And then with the pills and all.. also saying that i were helping him talking to him.. but why shouldn't he be going back and forth with those thoughts, when he seems to be doing it with others...
  11. Eowyn: I would turn him in, if it were not for that he claims he is already being kept check on. Also i would emagine that his therapist would turn him in, if he is really as honest to her as he claims. But i can't be sure, he also said that he at several points have become so angry with her he almost attacked her. It is hard to tell what of the things he is saying is happening in his mind, and what isn't.. MorningStar: Thank you for your prayers :) Do you know how it is possible to get to reach a mental health expert? I have this idea of that if i call a clinique, they would want me to pay and get back in line for a session to get advice like that. But i dont know really...
  12. Hey everyone! I need some advice here. Its about a friend of mine, let me just call him X. X and i used to talk alot, but then suddenly we just stopped and didnt speak for about a whole year. It seemed natural, just one of those things that happends when life sweeps you in different directions. I had no feeling of anything being wrong with him. A year later he writes me on MSN, telling me that about the time where we stopped speaking together everything had completely colapsed for him. That it had been long coming, and that he couldnt fight it off. I already knew that he had some mental issues, and used to speak to him about it and try to help him with his problems. He told me that back then he had not been completely honest with me about his issues, and that they were more deeply rooted than he lead on. He said that he had planned to kill a lot of people, and that he were a very angry person. Mainly angry with women, but also some men. He even told me that he had both planned to kill me and my sister. My sister stopped speaking to him completely, she doesnt want anything to do with him. Its just me that does now. He had some rage outbursts at people, and there have been people monitering him, and he went to a specialist to talk to. But when he were at a school, he met two other guys that were mentally "off" just as him. They all were angry at a few other members at the school, and so they sat down and made a list of people to punish. There were especially one girl that had made X very angry. But as the day came they had planned it, the third friend couldnt go through it and went to talk to someone at the school about this. To cut it shorter, many things happend since then and today X is being very well watched, and most of the people(meaning friends) around him have left. He goes to school, but is taken ill whenever the psychriatrist (a specialist of a sort) he speaks to says he needs to be pulled out of it, because of his mental state. He is very honest with her about his thoughts. Its like he is pulled back and forth between two extremes, either he sounds like he thrives by the evil side of him, and speaks of it in a fearful but respectful way. Or he writes almost childlike, happy and innocent. And speaks alot about the church. He is not born in the church or a member, but is interested in learning more about it. He has been for several years now, but goes back and forth. X also hears voices and sees the characters speaking to him. I am confused to what his mental diagnosis is, as it seems to be a mix of so many things that he is troubled by... He assured me after that, that he is on pills now, and that they deprive him of most emotions, and that as long as he is on those he is not any danger. Yet i hear him from time to time (especially these days), speak about wanting to kill people, and how they should not disrespect him, and how he for example at the end of this class wanted to kill the whole class. But that school year is about to end and next year he will be in a new, so he could spare their lifes. (After that he says things like, that he shouldnt kill but that he should learn to forgive.. a bit back and forth) His psychiatrist adviced him to at that point, to pull him out of the school as ill for a little while. So, heres my problem. I want out. I am never one to quit on friends, even in the worst situations, but for over a year now since he told me all of this he has written basically daily and tells me the things in his mind. His instability is so obvious, and i can tell when he is having ups and downs. Ive been told countless times to back off, he is not safe, from two friends i have told this. But how? Apparantly im almost if not the only girl he speaks to now... and well, if he really is so dangerous, he could track me down alone on my name in the matter of one search. (Denmark is small, and with my real name its very easy to find me.) Also that he speaks with the missionaries and knows a few in the church by now. And if stopped talking to him, what if that made him angry? Feel silly saying that, because i might sounds paranoid. But its just a matter of him not taking his pill, and ive noticed that he sometimes prefers not to do that. Also lately, he has become more unstable than ive seen him before.. he told me a week ago that theres a new guy he is seeing, but he doesnt speak. He just sits in the background, he doesnt know who he is, but he thinks he is much more evil than the other that speaks. Also just, well i could really write alot but just what he writes, its like he goes faster from bad to good these days. Like i get a bit scared to write the wrong thing, i cant read him as well anymore, somethings going on. On top of that hes watcing stuff like saw, and playing games of similar types. That can hardly be good for him especially!? Am i just overreacting, or do i need to away from him? Thanks alot to anyone who took the time to read it through, it became so long!!
  13. I can't really put my finger on a certain type of music i listen to, its very different. But i can suggest you something im listening to tonight! :) Check out John Butler, theres a link to one of his songs in my profile, great music! * Also: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zn13GjkIxg4
  14. Some natural yoghurt with either berries, mixed nuts or muesli is good as well.
  15. Either i make a smoothie, or i eat some rye bread, fruits, oatmeal or muesli. Really depends on what im in the mood for that morning. Of drinks - some tea or some water. Usually prefer to have some water in the fridge with some lemon and lime slices in it, yummm.
  16. O2BNSD, where is that thread? I might have some recipes to share :)
  17. I think that you need to ask yourself if plans and restrictions are what you need to succeed. Im sure you have heard someone say it before, but dieting usually is a temporary solution till you have reached your goal. Which in most cases after that you just let yourself go again. Thats not to say that it haven't been a succes to some people :) My opinion is that you need to make a full life change. That means something you can live with and enjoy, the rest of your life.. if planning and calcuating your intakes and such isn't working out and it feels more like a boot camp, then ask yourself if you wanna live in that boot camp the rest of your life? If not, its more likely you will fall off that path if you take it. The more greens and fruits you eat, the less you have to plan and you can be more casual about it.. however if you want more fat and sugar filled foods, thats when you have to be carefull and look at calories and such.. I lean towards fruits and greens, because it allows me to snack and have these cozy moments with food you have, without feeling guilty.. the trick is just to find things that appeal to you in taste, that are easy for you to reach out for. Just have fun and play around with recipes. If you want any easy ones, give me a tell! I have to say though, that there is a transitioning period.. where you have to get use to some different textures and tastes, but i suspect that you know that :) having tried raw foods before.. ofcourse, it does not have to be a 100% raw food, but your own consience for what is good to eat and what isn't.. most people have a fair sense of what is good to put inside your body and what is not. Eventually, your not even going to crave fatty and sugary food, its going to make you feel a bit strange and queezy. And the foods that are good for you, are going to be the ones you want to reach out for.. i think that is the long lasting change nessicary to make, to make it a lifelong habbit.. The mental transition is whats going to affect your body, so listen to the consience first =) enevidably your body will change, you control how fast that will happend. Just some thoughts ^.^
  18. G'day its going great, how is it going with you?
  19. Hey TStevieRob, zhaubair4 and genetatum :) and welcome!
  20. Oh, one thing i wanted to comment more, is for people going under the knife. There are many different opinions about when its okay, and when it is not. But i do not think there's anything wrong in doing so if the change you want made is a real physical or psychological problem for you. I think there were a good thread about it in the forum once, but i don't remember in which category it was though.
  21. What a tattoo stands for is different from person to person, it can be an evil portrait as well as an innocent or just any other sort of art. To me a tattoo can be both beautifull and ugly. How i have always thought it to be, is that we are told not to hurt our bodies with things like piercings or anything else, and well a number of things. I assume that if we aren't to do that, its not the best of choices to let someone stick needles in your body that permenately leaves ink to create a picture that will stay in your skin. Have a tattoo myself, i have also once had many piercings, and though i regret those choices, i do relate to the intrest in body art and such, but there has to be a better way. Some people do henna, they fade away though in time and aren't permenant. If thats a good or a negative thing, i guess its up to the person doing it =) somehow i think its cool, then you are able to create more than one artwork on your skin throughout your whole life. But have only tried it once though. Totally get the point your making, with what people put into their system and comparing that theres many other that might be filling their bodies with things much more hurtfull. But you hold responsibility for your own body, not anyone elses. That another person fills their body with junk, doesn't mean you should. In the end though, that choice is for you to make :)
  22. Oh, i just realised that pulpit doesn't mean armpit. Suddenly the thread makes so much more sense.
  23. I read these chapters this morning, and it got me wondering. 10. For it is expedient that there should be a great and last asacrifice; yea, not a bsacrifice of man, neither of beast, neither of any manner of fowl; for it shall not be a human sacrifice; but it must be an cinfinite and deternal esacrifice. 11. Now there is not any man that can sacrifice his own blood which will atone for the sins of another. Now, if a man murdereth, behold will our law, which is ajust, take the life of his brother? I say unto you, Nay. 12. But the law requireth the alife of him who hath murdered; therefore there can be nothing which is short of an infinite atonement which will suffice for the sins of the world. My opinion of the death sentence so far has been that, given a life sentence, it would be the "easy" way out, in stead of being locked in prison till the day you die. But what makes it a better thing that he/she dies before? What affect does it have in the afterlife? Also, if the sinner have not been convicted. How would he abide that law? Does it allow suicide? And then if he or she would have committed suicide, how would that make it better? And what if about the man that kills a convicted man, is he a sinner then? Even the man that convicts a man to death? It's alot of questions, but if anyone had some thoughts or answers on it i would appreciate it