Thanks for the replies. The reason I came here first asking if I should even go is because I have never spoken with or even met the bishop in the ward I attend; so asking someone here would be just as random for me.
I'm trying to get the motivation to attend more activities outside of the normal church meetings but for now I'm just attending regular services.
Not that this should effect what I do, but before my ex completely cut off contact with me she told me that she confessed to her new bishop (in a ward several states south) and he told her to quit taking sacrament for a few weeks and then to meet with him once a week for 2 months, after which they would see about getting her back into the temple. Part of me is skeptical she told him everything given that she had her endowments at the time. I wouldn't be suprised at a disfellowship for me, however, I would be pretty shocked if the stake president decides I need to be excommunicated.
Well, I guess the next step is getting the courage to actually talk to the bishop whom I've never met
Wish me Luck!