Grannyd,
I am a prodigal son, who finally found his way back to the truth after 22 years of inactivity. I was born in the covenant to goodly parents. I am of pioneer lineage. I was strong in the church in my youth, and after one year at BYU, I lost my mind. I don't remember the silly ideas I had for leaving, and at this point, I want to look forward, not back.
The good news about my coming back, is that it happened. The bad news, is that it took the death of my mother to finally wake me up.
All I can tell you, is that Mom never lost faith in me. She kept my name in the temple, she took my two sons to church with her (thankfully we lived close), and she never gave up. She bore the pain I inflicted on her with long-suffering and patience.
I suppose my example of reactivation bares little relief for you. I just wanted to speak as someone who lost his way, and found it back, it is possible.
