Hi, I'm new to this site as I found it when I was trying to find some research or anything to help me with my issue. I've been an active member of the church my entire life. My husband is a convert and he is struggling with church...it has been a sore spot in our marriage big time. However, I try to be understanding because I don't want to push him away. We also have a child together who is the light of our lives.
My question is about temple marriages and sealing of the families. Even baptisms for the dead. I have not gone through the temple and feel a good amount of pressure about going there. But I can't wrap my head around this. I think because of my situation and that we have a child together, it just hurts me the theory that if we weren't sealed together and married in the temple, we will be single in the eternity and separate. I know my husband is nowhere close to going to the temple, if he ever will be, and I also am just questioning certain things, not out of selfish reasons, but because I really, really want some advice. When I ask my mom, she just waves me off and dismisses it saying it's not that big of a deal when told of my concerns. So please, can you tell me, why is it that good people who are living a righteous life would be single in the eternities and without their families if they aren't sealed or married in the temple first? I understand baptism, although part of me wonders why it has to be an LDS baptism to count... I just am confused and my heart won't let me focus on a goal to go to the temple when I am feeling so weird about everything. And really, it's like a terrified hurt feeling to think that if something happens to us, I won't be with my son or my husband as a family unit. I guess I don't see how God would really do that? Until someone on earth does it for you...
Please can someone give me consolation or help here. It has been bothering me for so long. Also, if I do decide this is what I want and my husband never will, my son won't be "my son" in heaven because we can't be sealed as a family?? I really am seeking clarification.