misi

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  1. hi all im a 18y/o young man, thought of myself to be goin good in th church not super strong but more so just attending church most sundays, readin scriptures often, praying reguarly keeping th commandments, living a good life, tryna be a good guy. hav good morals and help whenever im needed stuff like that. well anyways my storey goes like about 2 years ago iwas inactive for awhile went off th tracks abit but nothing really serious until I broke the law of chastity. ifelt soo guilty for what idid buh life still carried on as normal. after awhile th guiltyness was still there ifelt an urge to start attending church again and after a total of 6months after I had broken the law idecided to confess to bishop, it was really hard but I got through th th process and got my life bak on track. Ifelt so good after like a huge load had been lifted off my shoulders and even tho iknew it would take a while for the lords entire forgivness iknew it would come if I repented an stayed strong in the gospel. so a year and bit went by and I was doing fine as I said before attending church, praying often, keeping the commandments until about a month ago I broke the law of chastity again and since then a couple times more. im so angry/fustrated/sad at myself for doin such a thing and Im so depressed and ashamed I cant look at myself in th mirror. so I have come here for some good honist help and answers. is it to late for me? am I destined to eternal hell for these sins? does it make it even worse that idid it once, confessed, was forgivin then did it again? can I still go on my mission? do I get stripped of melkezitk priesthood for breaking the oath? is it to late for me to redeem myself in the eyes of the lord and be forgivin again? these are all seriouse questions pease please help it would be very much appriciated. thank you