Lakumi

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  1. I really want to make a crack about gender equality right now. Maybe now if we make a movie with one gender as the hero, we have to make a second version exactly the same but the opposite gender. Soon we will have at least 5 versions of each movie as they invent genders. <_<

    Yeah even someone as friendly to the GLBT community as I don't quite get the whole other genders thing.

    I understand transgender, but they got things like bi gender and tri gender that apparantly exist though I have never met anyone who identified as that, there's pansexual which is confusing though does have to do with this, mind you like bisexual, a pansexual can be with someone of the opposite sex.

    There's Genderfluid where someone "shifts" back and forth, I've met two like that.

    I think most movies are terrible no matter who you put in the starring role.

  2. Depression is a thing that does not have a one cure all thing.

    You can't be perfect and striving for something like that when you are in such a state will only make it worse.

    Placing the blame on yourself is the worst thing you can do, i know I am not the best to answer at it from a religious angle, I don't have one, I can't commit to the church because in times of deep depression I simply drop it like a stone.

    Mental illness will be with me when I die and is hand in and with depression, so I at least understand what you feel. Ultimately you need to find out what will make you happy, and reach for it.

    You can't blindly hope for things to get better because the world is cruel, you need to work at it.

    I wouldn't think God would want us to be idle and wait around.

  3. When our kids were.all at home my wife was not a "have a gun in the house" person at all. When they all left home we got our carry and conceal and we will soon have two hand guns in the house.

     

    Also as a Canadian the idea of guns is strange... hand guns at least, since they are totally illegal.

    I can buy a hunting rifle but there are much more strict laws about it (eg it has to be locked and unloaded, the ammo must be locked in a different place).

  4. I had asked the lady when at the... the thing you look up your family tree (I also use such things for finding unique names) if she could ask the missionaries to obtain for me all the "Teachings of the Presidents of the Church" books.

    I do wonder what they will think of that request.

    I saw some on a shelf but didn't know if I was allowed to simply take them, better to be sure. Haven't met any missionaries since I've been back yet.

  5. I guess for me I just try and be a bit better of a person. Not be so angry all the time and not say how much I hate things (I became very well known for my just general hatred of most everything in the MTG circles).

    I'm able to debate more and talk to people without blowing a gasket and I feel I am at least a bit easier to get along with.

    I read the scriptures a little everyday now and pray when it feels natural.

    I feel a daily struggle to keep hold of perspective and balance within myself, and the Book of Mormon is always there to give me something, weither it is a nice verse to ponder, an idea for a painting or some such art, or just something enjoyable to read, even if I lash out at it.

  6. Love is a choice, Lakumi.  You are choosing to love your friend.  The hard part is when we have to let go of love.

     

    No, I'm not.

    I never wanted to love her in the first place, I don't want to (romantically) love anyone!

    Choice would imply I had some desire to love someone, now wouldn't it?

    Now me, being a weird socially inept shut in, obviously would never, in a million years choose to love someone, if it was indeed a choice, why in all that was holy would I put myself down the road of crushing heartbreak again and again?!

    There's no chance of me being with anyone, are you mad?

    Feelings aren't choices, you can push them along I guess, like with love, for me, an endless stream of self ridicule usually gets rid of it, but I don't normally like to do that because it's not exactly healthy for ones emotional state.

    Nor is love for my emotional state... So why would I choose it then?!

    Why would I choose something I dislike so much that causes so much depression, in my life?

  7. Go eat some ice cream and chill.....also just a friendly reminder .....think about how many you have taken off topic....he who lives in a glass house shouldn't throw rocks. :)

     

    You're responding to something I said like 6 months ago, I am hardly in the same frame of mind then, or even as I was at the beginning of summer.

    I promised pam when I came back that my old ways were behind me, I've heard that Peter Tosh song, though in my past I was renown for being a hippocryte :lol:

    I knew by and large a good chunk didn't like me, (or still don't I imagine) and normally my additude was not to care, you develop those feelings when you go threw life where most don't like you, but I thought I should try to exist and not be crazy all the time with everyone here.

    I am not proud of a lot of what I've said here, and do apoligize for a lot of the crazy things I have done and just general annoyance I have been.

    I don't wish to publically discuss what "I used to do" because it's embarassing, I'm perfectly happy to talk about it in PM, but I want to try and start anew here.

  8. No not all.  I know when we went to the Anchorage, Alaska temple there wasn't a visitor's center.

    Suppose it depends on how big the city is around it...?

    I ought to find out for next Anime North since its somewhere in Toronto and I know the subway network very well.

  9. Love isn't a choice, if it was, why would I have fallen for my friend who doesn't think I am attractive in the least, and why can't I simply stop loving her?

    I wish I could deeply love my extended family who I seem to care little for, I'd want to be able to love like everyone else but I sit here, a person of emotions so strange and dull I feel little for anyone. I can't just choose to care for a girl I want to date, I generally feel nothing for them, it is going threw the motions but I wish I could feel and think like everyone else.

    There is no choices there, I was born with that mental illness and it will be there when I die, love is entwined in there and it is effected by it.

    I know this doesn't relate exactly to your post but the love between me, a young man, and a woman, is present. She doesn't love me at all and I still, for some stupid reason where I wish I could never think about her again, still feel for her.

    I don't want to, no part of me wants to...but I do...

  10. I wasn't gonna start a new thread because of this, but I finally got a good start that I liked and wanted to share it with you all.

     

    So it begun with the breaking of the friendship chain, some thought it was the (non Christian) Vespertil's who did it (these hairy-winged humanoids that only live to about 150-200 years vs the Lunar Human's 1000 average span)

    and there arises much problems over it. Eventually even the church (The Lunar Church of Christ they call it) splits and the ones who feel the Vespertil's are innocent leave and are excommunicated. They are soon run out of many towns and go live with the Vespertil's who welcome them with open arms.
    Soon after the two join societies their religions meld and the Vespertil's take on the Lunar Bible (which is a lot like the regular bible save for a few books taking place on the moon) as cannon scripture and create a unique brand of Lunar Christianity.

    But soon the Lunar Humans (called Lunarites) want to see Earth again, having been gone for so long, create a rope and attempt to rekindle the friendship we (they call Earthenites) and they had.

  11. People will talk to you, like saying hello and stuff. It is geniune kindness I found, and I am not one who normally likes talking to people, they have a sort of way in bringing people out of their shell.

    Or maybe its the spirit, I donno, but get all you can read and read! That's the best thing to do to really learn.

  12. I keep getting stalled due to bouts of creativity, paintings usually. I had drawn the designs for a little clay temple, something to put on your desk or something as a paperweight, I donno its function-if any.

    That happens often when I read scripture, though you and I probably started round the same time I am way behind lol

    (Though I've also read much of the old testament as well).

  13. Mr. Smith Goes to Washington.  I liked it.  I'll have to try more Frank Capra movies.  This is only the third one i've seen.

    I can't even see that title without laughing (there was a Simpsons episode where Mel Gibson "remade" that movie and shot a bunch of peope...

    it was symbolism! he was mad!")

    For me "Le Voyage dans la Lune" trying to get a good mindset in...my mind, for a book I am writing. Started it many months back but it got pushed aside (Quakers on the Moon).

  14. I think it's really to get people talking, to be in the news and on people's minds is what they want, they want to show they are a relivant thing, as a lot of people still have no clue what a Mormon is and I think the worst thing that could befall a church is becoming obselete and being seen as a thing for old people.

    While such things may not be a problem now but it will be for a lot of churches. Consider my generation, often called the "generation of nones" for people my age are none too interested in religion and eventually that will be felt. I mean it already is, I've gone to several churches and there's hardly ever anyone between 15-30. No one I know goes to church or has any clear belief in a higher power. I don't go to church regularly or have a set belief you could fit into a neat label. (Though to be fair my reasons for not attending are more due to anxiety then being lazy).

    Religion these days is looked at by a good chunk of my generation, as an outdated, cruel bunch of old men seeking simply to control and steal money.

    A church has to look at itself and ask "why would someone want to be in this church?"
    I do think, from the description given on the homepage in that article, that this movie could be going in a better direction, showing why people are LDS or why they may consider being LDS, not doctrine, but what it means to people.

    In their own words.

  15. Well its a movie...so I gotta do to it what I do to every movie I end up seeing... riff it lol

    I am generally curious what route they're going to take with it, I still think the internet is a far better medium then print, movies or tv.

    But I'll wait and see its results before I give my opinion, I do wonder if it will play up here (outside of Alberta, our Mormon belt)