My wife and I have been married for close to a year, we dated for 3 years prior to being married and sealed in the temple. She recently has been asking me about if I 'want to be an active member of the church.' I served a full time honorable mission but recently have been struggling to see the purpose of going to church when I feel judged by those around me. I know this sounds like a bunch of excuses but its hard for me to be motivated to go to church, read scriptures, and pray on a regular basis. I don't want this to be a point of conflict for our marriage but its hard for me gain this motivation. What should I do? Thanks for any help in advance.
