Tete

B) everything is new a new challenge! to smile, new work, new dress, new people how to meet new male/female single friends, should we think about that?

I DEFINETLY AGREE...BUT DID YOU DID SOME THING ABOUT IT? OR YOU ARE THOSE KIND OF PEOPLE WHO KEEPT EVERYTHING INTO HIS HEART AN THEN JUST LET EVERYTHIN GO OUT AND CRY TO THE OTHERS SAYING : "YOU SEE WHAT DO THEY HAVE DONE TO ME I'M GOING TO LEAVE" MOSES DID NOT RECEIVED EXACTLY WHAT HE EXPECTS FROM THE PEOPLE HE HELPED WHEN THE COMANDMENTS AND DID NOT JUST "CRY" AND LEAVE, HE WENT TO LORD AND THE LORD SHOW WHAT TO DO, SAME WITH JESUSCRIST, HE DID NOT JUST CRY WHEN HIS "FRIEND" TURNED AGAINS HIM. HE DID NOT LEAVE HIS WORK TO BE DONE, DO YOU KNOW YOURS? DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS YOUR PORPOUSE IN THIS LIFE? BECAUSE I DON'T THINK IS JUST CRYING. THE LDS CHURCH IS FULL OF PEOPLE NEEDED OF HELP! DID YOU KNOW WHAT WAS YOUR ASIGMENT WHILE A MEMBER? THE LORD FOUND PEACE SERVING WHEN HIS SACRIFICE HE KNEW HIS PORPOUSE AND THE MOST IMPORTANT PART WAS THAT HE DID NOT HOLD HIS HOPE ON MAN KIND BUT ON HIS FATHER HE KNEW ALL OF US GOT THE CHANCE TO FAIL. WHAT WOULD YOU COULD DO IF YOU WERE IN HIS PLACE? CRY AND LEAVE HAVING THE KNOWLEGE THAT HE HAD? IF YOU HAVE SOME OF IT USE IT, SO YOU CAN SEE IN THE DARKNESS OF UNFRIENSHIP YOU HAD FORM AS A MEMEBER -BECAUSE YOU SAID YOU FOUND GREAT PEOPLE TO REMMEMBER- SO IS NOT LIKE NO ONE CARES ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE BEING FORMING A HOLE FROM WERE YOU ARE NOT BEING ABLE TO GET OUT. AND YOURE CRYING TO SOME ONE HELP YOU OUT BUT ONLY YOU HAVE THE KEY TO DO IT NO BODY WOULD TAKE YOU OUT, SALVATION IS PERSONAL! IS YOUR DECITION. FIGHT! TO BECOME STRONG! DO NOT BE A COWARD! OR DO NOT MATTER WERE YOU GO YOU WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO GET OUT.

i wounder from where this feeling came to you? have you asked yourself this queston? do you read your escriptures every day as is being told you since you were a member? because seems you respect some of the comandments, and i know you have a testimony of them but you would not have any other if you just do some, you most do all to obtain all the testimonies needed for your salvation. how can i said you are not God to God when i'm not even know him? i am a person that not trust pepole very easy i have to study the person and what is being saying to me to really believe. i have 26 years as lds member and 6 months reading the scriptures as the church is being saying to me for 26 years! and this is the time when i realize that what i'm being following is true because this God that we follow is being with me all the way in one of my most dificut time of my life. Lossing eternal marriege is not that easy many things can disturb your life and make you don't believe any more but i being recognising that i was not doing all the things necessaries to recieve the blessins that i deserve as a child of God. i do not know you but i know what is being in the line of decition to whom i should follow. this is my advice and testimony: read the scriptures every moment that you have free time any minute, the bible or the book of mormon know the God you wan to follow because that is the one you are looking for, he will show you the way to walk.

does it matter? i think what does matter is to whom are you/we following and where are you/we want to end.