Hi there. I have a... well... difficult problem. I've thought about it and prayed about it, and I had the feeling that I might want to talk to people here and see what they advise or what experiences they may have had. I want to maintain the spirit of The Lord while I write here, so I will seek to write as discretely about this problem as I can. I have certain problems with my body because I am on a powerful medicine that causes my hormones to be many times what they should be. This medication can't be changed or reduced for another year. I am 24, not married, and likely won't be married for the foreseeable future. There is no place for these feelings to go. I wish there were. Because of this medication, the stress is very strong. Many of my doctors have advised that I do certain things which my Bishop has taken a very strong opposing stance on. The opinion of my doctors and the opinion of my Bishop directly contradict. I'm not sure who to follow, but I would rather follow The Lord. ...And so I am left in a tough place. I try really hard to be a good person. I beat myself up all the time. I do the best I can, but invariably I reach a point where I don't do so well. It hurts my soul, and I feel like I walk around wounded with an extra burden that is hard enough to bear normally without medications like the one I am on. I look all around me at my friends being married off, and this makes it worse. What should I do? Should I just continue to struggle through this? If I have to, I will. This is more difficult than any other challenge I have faced in my life. I would have a lot of gratitude for any advice. Thank you in advance for your kindness.