Gero

@ bing004, if i would be in your situation, i would ask myself few questions: What did you feel for your husband? Is he your best friend, your roommate, your lover or something else? Did he makes you horny? What did you feel for other women? Friendship? Deep love and understanding? Horny? Make a pro and con list. See, what is more important TO YOU! Not for your husband, not for your children, not for any fath, but FOR YOU. Be a little selfish. And then make a decission. My sister Frauke did it the same way. She was married, got three kids (all of threm adorable) and feel, that she is attracted to women (special type of butch women). That would be my counsel to you as a non-member of your church.

I have a question: Why is your church (as many other churches) against women as priests? In the Bible was reported of women as apostles, deacons, leaders. So, why is your church against it?

Two weeks ago, I saw on DVD a movie about a catholic nun, the singer Janine Dekker, which sung "Dominique" about the founder of her cloister. She died through suicide. Very sad story.