Thank you for all of your input, especially those who wish me luck and have been empathetic. For those who asked.. Yes I have tried all of the materials and it isn't even that. I don't like the feeling of wearing any of them in general. I feel so constricted and yes I would like to wear some clothing in general that would not allow me to wear my garments.. Not that I have anything hanging out, it is just a comfort thing. I love fashion too and I alwys feel so frumpy in them. I just wish I didn't have such a bad feeling towards them. My main concern is what are the consequences of not wearing them? I really do understand the importance of them... truly, for that reason I wish I could go back and wait to go through the temple until I was ready to make this kind of commitment because as a young 19 year old girl, I had no idea. So back to one of my questions.. Does anyone know if me not wearing them would actually break my sealing to my husband and children? If their is a bishop or stake president that could answer this for me that would be great. I could go to my bishop but I already know what he will say and it will be to do it anyway, pray, etc. I have done all those things... nothing has changed. Sometimes I will do good and wear them for awhile and then I go back to not wearing them again... I hate this feeling of guilt. I have always had a little bit of rebellious side in me and I feel like I have to constantly fight an internal battle of you should do this or you have to do that.... Why is it so easy for some people????