I have been a 'good' member my whole life. I use parenthesis because I know I'm not perfect, but have never committed any major sin prior to this. I've always tried to do the right thing, and always assumed I would never cross any major lines. Well, this past year I was tempted to the point..I caved in. I got involved with a guy that seemed to offer everything my marriage was lacking. We started out friends but quickly became more. He is not a member of the church. I am married, he is married. I feel awful and I'm sure anyone reading this must think I'm a rotten person. I think I'm a rotten person. But it happened to me, who thought myself spiritually indestructable . I'm your visiting teacher, your Relief Society teacher, your kids Sunday school teacher, the good Mormon woman no one would ever suspect in the least could be capable of what I've done. But I'm also lonely in my marraige. I'm vulnerable. I attracted the attention of another man who, in my weakness, did not say no to like I should have. While we never had sex, we did other things which I'm pretty sure constitute adultery. I've told my husband, but only that we kissed. Which isn't the whole truth. I told him because I wanted to come clean and I wanted the strenght to end things with this other guy. My marraige has been pretty shaky these past two years (a whole other story) and I really feel like telling him the whole truth would be the last straw that would pretty much guarantee a divorce. But all this has happened, and I know that I want more than anything to keep my marraige together. I truly love my husband, even though we've been through some bad stuff. If I confess this, I'm sure they'll make me tell him the whole truth.. and he might leave me. Not that I blame him, but I just feel like, if we could give it a few years and perspective, then possibly our marraige could handle the aftermath of what I tell him. But right now.. I'm pretty sure it couldn't. So.. what do I do?