Yes, to Annatess2. I would never say to him the word ‘idiot’, I’m describing one of the issues to you, here. He is incredibly intelligent academically but not so socially. He’s a nerd, basically. Yes, I just called him a nerd and I would say that to his face.?
It’s incredibly discouraging to be all horny, get all beautified and maybe into a sexy lingerie and then not be able to get his attention away from whatever he’s doing. I would be receptive to that (well,not the sexy lingerie on my hubby☺️) but I thought ANY man would, but I learned my lesson.
It has been difficult for so long. We are the ‘opposites attract’ scenario. He’s not lovey dovey or expressive, he works hard and provides well. Often I think I’d rather live in a trailer house and be hugged and kissed than be in this big house with the all the green grass.
IGGY, thanks. I have felt like saying I ‘need’ something was too demanding also, defining what I ‘need’ or maybe I just ‘want’. I haven’t died from lack of “all over body caresses & deep massage on (my)back & shoulders.” and feet too, but I really, really would love that. What separates ‘need’ and ‘want’ for you?
I’ll figure out how to bring up the testosterone, I know it’s not the whole problem but it might be a start.
Thanks again for all these awesome comments!