Quick background:
Basically I was hardcore anti-Mormon 4 months ago, but met with some amazing missionaries, had a couple remarkable spiritual experiences and was baptized about one month ago. I'm super active in my ward now and I love my new faith.
However I am insanely guilty of some of the knowledge I received while I was anti-Mormon. I watched leaked full endowment sessions and sealings.
I've tried repenting, but dont feel much better. I understand how sacred these sessions are now, and don't think I am spiritually ready to know their inner workings like I do. I'm very upset with myself.
Any suggestions? If I talk to my Bishop will he be upset? I'm really upset, but I love this church so much, I'd hate to get into serious disciplinary trouble for something I did as a non-believer.