Dear Sister M
I've been silent so far as a member of this sight,for several different reasons.
One because I am not sure how this all works?
But I have to say that if I had to write my story in life it would sound very simular to yours,I really feel for you and know very much how frustruated you must be, I know I am.
I'm sorry your going through this but I hope it helps you to know,like it does me,that people can relate and pray for your situation.
Sorry I'm not much help but your story help me. Thank you!