I am a convert and have been apart of the church for a year. I was recently diagnosed with traits of borderline personality disorder and had no idea that I had this. I thought my thought process was normal. I can honestly say my mom and dad loved me. However my uncle was cruel and sexually abusive to me at the age of 9 to 14. I get frustrated with people in my ward and sometimes I feel left out and secluded from others. The bishopric doesn't even bother to educate themselves on this issues. Sometimes I just don't feel worthy or measure up to everyone else's standards.