Hi, I'm new here as you can tell. Honestly, I didn't see myself in this type of forum as I'm not exactly the most religious. However, a bit over a month ago I ordered a Book of Mormon to read* out of interest in theology, reading, and history. For some stupid reason I didn't realise a missionary would visit me personally, and seeing as we occasionally (every few months) have a missionary around our apartment complex I didn't exactly put two and two together... needless to say, being 8pm, and tired from work, I listened to their introduction and said I was an atheist**. It was then they mentioned it was ordered in my name... boom, then I understood. I feel awful because they said they had walked around my apartment complex trying to find me, and here I was backpedaling and not knowing what to say.
I know several Mormons from my swim team, and know one closely, you're some of the kindest family oriented people I've ever had the pleasure of meeting. Yet here I was being rude, I wonder what they were thinking walking away from my apartment. I feel obligated to apologise further to these two gentlemen but I wouldn't know where to start, there are about seven LDS churches near me alone so who knows which they came from.
Anyway, maybe this is pointless, I just feel really bad for making these two nice guys come find me at 8pm and have me cut them short because it was 8pm and I'd forgotten I'd ordered the book.
Thanks ahead, I'm sorry if this is stupid, but I felt the need to say something and I thought this was the place to start. They were gone by the time I thought about running downstairs and outside to explain and apologise.
*I'm sure a good majority in addition to me prefer reading an actual book instead of a computer screen.
**It's true; I was NOT trying to be mean -- though admittedly I'm afraid it could easily be taken that way. I'm the quiet inquisitive type of atheist you probably don't know is one until you ask, I don't run around saying bad things about people and their beliefs, I'm live and let live. I don't intentionally wrong anyone, and not you good people or the gentlemen who came to my door.