I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has given a moment of their time to write something here. I just need support right now and that is exactly what the Lord has provided. I got to talk to my friend who introduced me to the church this morning and that was a great help as well. Everthing that has been written here are all things that I have heard and I just needed to hear them again. I have looked up the missionaries in my area and hopefully I will get a reply soon, so that I can sit down and talk with them. I will continue to pray and read the scriptures and just ask God to guide my heart in the right direction, my attitude towards so many things has changed and it is just so hard to see the clear path sometimes. As to answer the question of my branch/ward I haven't been baptised yet so right now I guess I really don't have one yet, but it will probably be the 2nd Ward of Cooperas Cove Texas or Killeen. I am on leave from deployment with the army in Afghanistan right now and will be returning there after the 31st of Oct. I just need to stay strong until I can return there as crazy as it sounds I feel more at home there right now then I do since I have returned here. This is truly a test of my new found faith and my convictions... I hope that I can make the right choices and stay strong.