AtlasR

I think I felt the spirit while reading the last part :) I'm okay now thanks all of you.

@Tom I know, I have been raised Mormon and all that But this is what I mean. If you ask a Hindu about his religion he will say it's 100% true every religion is like that. I 100% believe in God, & Jesus Christ. But I just can't grasp the idea of the next life. I honestly hope with all my heart it's real. But for some reason it just doesn't feel real

I'm okay but I meant by losing parents and friends because I'll be dead. And there won't be heaven to see them. And I'm just fine but it just gets to me when I think about stuff like this. I mean I hope heaven exists but for some reason I can't believe it.

And about the vehicle whatnot In my head our bodies are like a glove.

I would imagine. You mean like when we decided who we would be with and all that. I just get anxiety from the idea that When I die I won't be concious of being dead so I won't know but I don't want to lose my parents. Is there anything you can say that would make sense and convince me?

I recently had a turn for the worse, Which made me think alot more about life and all these things. I'm a Mormon, I honestly want to be able to go to heaven after I die, I want to so bad, But I just can't seem to grasp it. I always get anxious thoughts that it won't happen but I will be dead and not realize it didn't happen. Could someone help me out here?