Hi all,
Background: My wife and I have been making great progress in our lives and have taken many worldy influences out of our lives after I had a feeling I might get a certain calling. I didnt in the end. (see Pres Uchtdorf's talk Oct 08 Preisthood session)
We continued on this path which I must say is so incredibly fufilling it is amazing to me now how much time i wasted with internet & TV & video games etc; All little things but they all add up.
Since my previous experience I have contiuned to prepare myself for whatever the Lord would want me to do. I have always been trying to get back to the spiritual high I felt on my mission so I begun living the "mission rules" in most repects like before and have felt a great constant spirit with me. I recommend this to anyone feeling like they have plateaued.
Long story sorry... A few months ago I started praying fervently to know what the Lord's will for us is, three words popped into my head. Move to Utah
So despite all the illogical sense this makes months later I cannot shake it. Things have been going well for us here, i have a great job i would nearly cry if i had to leave, my wife is due this summer with #3, we have no family to speak of in utah or job prospects. I have only been in my new job for a few months...the only way i can figure to keep it is to commute by plane each week, come home each weekend=lame home life
I am still so dumbfounded by it all and yet I cannot shake it off my mind. I guess I am worried if I am really being prompted or is it that Satan is ticked at me for completely changing my life and is now trying to screw me up by giving me counterfeit impressions...
I feel like i have read every talk on the subject but have yet to feel reassured. Maybe I just worry too much and lack the faith to just go? and yet I am worried this is just a test, a co worker told me he had an impression once to move to Utah and it didnt work out so he thought it was just a test. I am scared this is the case with me but it would totally screw up my career and family if it was.
Anyways sorry again for the long post.. has anyone else had a "crazy" impression like this before...?
Thanks!
