firedance

The way i see it gods teaching as just gone out of the window because the mission president knows better!!!!!

Ihave been in a sexual relationship with him hence my children ,my name is carrie not mary lol. which is past . i must take the chastity vow which i intend to keep . but this is what it is down to ....i CAN be baptized but they WILL NOT because just incase i break the vow. I will not break the vow and if anyone on here as 5 children ask yourself what do you do when you go to bed .... i am sure its the same as me ....TRY to sleep PRAY for sleep.

AGAIN....it is all down to trust . i can be baptized its MY promise its MY covenant with god and if i turned into some sex addict then it would be MY SIN ME to answer for my actions .

what would be the point of that when we do that here anyway . the only thing that would cause is more bills and expense and there would be no normality of a home life for the kids at home. and are we not trying to get out of a recession.

so its down to trust i can be baptized but the church (just to be safe) says no .Who is the church to gods intendtions for us , So really i dont have a say in it . It doesnt matter how true i am to the church and jesus christ. if the church says no ...i cannot be baptized again its my promise to heavenly father not the people in the church that i am giving . heavenly father loves all his children sons and daughter dispite what they choose. My sister is gay so that means she is not welcome in gods house .

[ My real question here is how will half the family is Muslim and the other half live Christian? What do you mean in a religious sence the only problem we could have which is not a problem would be food which we have delt with for the last ten years .No pork and halal meat only . Its all down to respect if you respect each other and there religon then i see no problems.

My baptisam was set for the 23rd january. yesterday my elders came and said because the father of my children lives with me then i cannot be baptized . My muslims partner who understands fully that he must see me as a stranger when i am baptized untill our wedding understands this , but the church says no . Why ? I am making a promise to god and knowone else so what are they trying to say i am a hoe ,because i have 5 kids and a partner . 2 years ago i was ment to be baptized with my son , then i realized this was a big thing a was undergoing , i had things to stop and change things etc . Now i am ready i have been told no . The law of chastity seems to be the only problem here , i know this is not a problem to me but why to the church. my partner is the only one to be tested here and if he doesnt like it then the door is there and it would prove to me our relationship is based around sex for the last 10 years. I was not brought up in the church my parents did not belive in the higher power , i was taught that a church was a hospital for sinners and not for saints . Are my elders wrong ? many thanks carrie

I cannot wait for it to happen i am getting so scared somethng happens and it cannot go ahead , but i should not think that way . i dont want to let my elder down (well ex elder ) he wlll be coming from wales to baptise me . I just hope the time goes by fast i need to feel that water .

I am 29 years of age and have 5 children and to be honest i know the basics but i know what i am doing is right. I have looked into other religions and found they were not for me . I have found what i was looking for ... i am nervous happy tearfull everything all into one I feel like i m buzzing off the holy ghost at the minute . My name is carrie cannot wait to meet you all .... god bless