Well My name is Melissa Im from Newjersey and I'm trying to get into the church again I have been in and out my whole life Im 22.I just got married in august and the first year of paying bills is soo hard so im stressed alot.Im going back to church for myself and to show heavenly father my love for him.I've started trying to read the scriptures everyday but to me there so confusing because I constanty have to switch back and forth through the books to understand.Im on of those people that want to understand and get everything Im reading.I really want a all in one scriptures I guess its the Quad but its hard to get.I was hoping I would get money for christmas to get it but my dads mother says Once you get married thats it you dont get anything.But I did get giftcards to walmart to buy stuff for the apartment and food and such Is it weird to want a quad so much like this.I feel closer to heavenly father when I read the scriptures and I have always known the church is true.Just trying to afford a quad when I have to put every cent towards the apartment is alot is it always this hard first starting out?.IF anyone has one for a low price I'll see what I can do and I did look at the church sites for them i just cant pay that much.
Lots of Love to everyone I hope your Christmas was Amazing!!
