Hi there, my wife and i are married for about 4 years and live together for 10years when we first date and after we had and open relationship, that meant that we occasionally have sex with other people with the consent of the other partner, at some point we found the church and decide to change our life and we got baptized and live the gospel. The past was a dark era in our minds something that we do not even wanted to talk for some time, we where fully involved in all activities in church we both have nice callings, etc. But this year for some reason i slowly star to become inactive, going to church every 3 weeks and o more and i was watching porn, my wife meet a girl from church that was a bad influence for her and slowly we do not feel the spirit in our home, and we fall and have some fornications outside of the marriage again, and now things are very bad we are to split, and i lose faith in church, and the bishop didn't kick-me off the church but i cant take sacraments, etc. We both feel like we are rolling down the hill.
Something that i dont understand is why good condemns us for sins when he knows that we are weak that we are trying to do our best without much proof of his existence?
PD: Sorry for my broken english
