Diorvivi

Thank You......No I am not LDS but I do feel when I have prayed or been very sad the mormon misssionarys show up.That does mean something to me.....Thank You again for your kind comments

I so bad want to be helped and saved from the pain I am causing myself and what I could be causing others.If you read my other post you will see that I am lost and need Hevenly Father more then EVER........ Is there prayers I can say to help me stop parting or acting like a lady and not some bad girl? And as much as I like someone a prayer for him to meet someone that can bless him and help him be a person he would like to be.......Even though we sin togther dose not mean that he likes it and he seems to but we have so much fun just hanging out and being friends.Thats what I want..... Such a lonely day please help......

I hope I didnt post anything bad and I didnt even read the rules so I am off to read them right now....

I need God in my life.....I am a big time sinner I was so good for 5 years then I kinda started drinking again and I have went back to some old habits not good not fun not very ladylike. The missionarys have came over so much and I always have a excuse for them on why I cant study. I want to go to church but have no dresses and really who wants to go alone.. There is a guy I truly care about but I try and sabatoge it by stupid stuff I do.He is mormon and we have sinned together.He kinda went on a mission at one point but didnt stay for so long do to medical stuff. I am liking the attention I am getting when I go out to bars (so gross) and went and kissed another guy behind the lds guys back but I am not commeted to anyone but still feel so bad.We came close but didnt go there.... I just feel I am hurting God,myself and really hurting a innocent person with our sinning togther. I stayed free of going out and being crazy for a good 5 years. I just want some good lady friends and god so much crying as I type this.I pray and feel God never hears me.....Please someone any advice or prayers would be kindly appresiated. Thank You