Hello LDS Friends,
Unfortunately I think I have inadvertently broken one of the site rules by signing up with a new profile. I have done this to keep some things private and I hope you understand when you read my post.
Last year I was confirmed into the Anglican faith and the experience has been amazing for me.
However this year has been a struggle. Anything that could go wrong did go wrong. My mood has faltered and I still fail to hear the holy spirit guiding me and directing me. I feel pretty lousy at the moment with everything on top of me, I don't know which way to turn.
I also have problems at work, not of my own making, just various problems, made worse by a manager who is inconsistent in his approach that you don't know whether you're coming or going. I don't feel like staying, but my career is ruined where I work and people around me tell me how stupid it is to leave work without something else to go to, especially in this economic climate.
I come to various passages in the Bible talking about the benefit of work, how being happy at work is a gift from good, and how a prudent man sees danger and seeks refuge. Is it stupid to stay in a job that is killing you, or is it stupid to leave knowing you will have no income.
I also believe that my job is detrimental to my faith in that when I get home, Im so mentally exhausted, I don't have time for a lot except to unwind.
It worries me that I still cannot hear the still small voice guiding me and telling me what to do, stay and learn, or trust in God and quit.
This brings me to the purpose of the post and honest question to those of the LDS faith.
I know the LDS seem to have a very secure relationship with the holy spirit. Im not doubting God, or Jesus, or the Holy Spirit in any way, just my ability to hear. Im scared that I feel nothing after being confirmed in a non-LDS faith. For all I know, this could be normal. For LDs, what does the Holy Spirit do to you? Can you discern him quite easily? Does he guide 100%? Does he maintain you and keep you happy?
In terms of bad, abusive situation where no amount of assertiveness or love will help, do the LDS still follow a love your enemy approach and suffer torment for it? Or do you see danger, perhaps an uncompromising and unwilling spirit and do you get out of the situation? What does the Holy Spirit tell you to do in these situations?
I would love to know your thoughts.
John