lostldsman

*confusion* sorry if im making this more complicated! i think i'll just shoot him a call & apologize :)

i appreciate all of your input. but my question was "CALL AND APOLOGIZE TO EX-STAKE PRESIDENT?, YES or NO"

so i lied to both my bishop & president regarding chastity. i this confessed to my bishop & still a bit weighed down. would calling my president(he is no longer in office) be totally unnecessary & awkard? "hello i want to apologize for lying to you."??? idk sounds weird to me lol

will do!

^^ theoretically.. this is possible.. hmm... well i have much praying and pondering to do

well i don't feel i can confess.. were i to drop it and let go and continue living a righteous life & up to the standard, would it really be so bad? i mean no point in torturing myself right? -____-

I want to, quite frankly im afraid

please don't judge me I lied in my interview about maintaining the law of chastity. I am still a virgin, but have had minor sexual encounters with at least 3 women. I have abandoned my old ways altogether and repented,(i respect my current girlfriend to the best of my abilities) though when asked in an interview i'f i'd been sexual active at all in the PAST, i lied and said 'no' .. it's too late and i've been ordained to a higher preisthood. a stinging sense of guilt overwhelms me. Even now i am far too afraid to confess to my bishop, and feel enormous guilt over lying to a representative of the Lord. I am ashamed for what i have done in my past, but i am even more ashamed i lied about it and have been ordained. I feel that i have the full potential to be worthy(as i feel i honestly am) but the fact that i lied bothers me so much. I pray that the Lord can forgive me for lying & knows i never intended to. any advice/tips? i don't want to be excommunicated! or anything like that... but i know i cannot go without punishment if i confess i'm open to all advice/opinons,