DH is Utah army national guard.
I don't know what led me to questioning my faith - but I got kind of wrapped up in reading all that you can find online. It started 7 years ago, I pushed it away, married in the temple and had a few faithful years before things started weighing on my mind again. So I dived into reading it all again, and have been quite consumed with it for the past 6 months or so. I don't really care to get into specific questions because I am getting a place where I can contextualize things and the issues are somewhat resolving themselves, and other things I am going by faith (which is something I am really working on re-learning). I don't really know how to explain it. It has been a lot of prayer, pondering and conversations with good friends. I am far from where I want to be, but not so lost, and just hopeful. Like a lot has actually changed in the 12 days since I posted originally. =)
