Ok so I am 19 Years old, I have served 7 months in Las Vegas for my mission and was sent home due to back problems. Since then I have discovered that it was arthritis and that now I am going to have to deal with it. I have been struggling with what to do as far as returning to my mission. I have thought about pro's and con's and as far as I know a mission would be good for me, but I suffered through intense depression and pain while out in the field and my desire is lacking. I feel depressed about my decision and it is negatively effecting the relationships in my family and with my girlfriend who justs wants me to make the right decision. I am stuck and lost. I don't know what to do...