ScottyLDS

Well, the Young Single Adult ward is the only family I have. My parents and most of my relatives live 1500+ miles away from where I live. Of course, it's debatable on whether or not I'm still "young."

Then the next concern is how do you define "righteous seeking" in the manner of scriptures? I mean, I do seek after the things that Heavenly Father would bestow to me, but when I continue to act upon those things unpleasing to my God, am I truly seeking those things? Am I truly seeking after righteousness while in the same breath having the inability to prove it?

The only thing I've found is a talk by President Spencer W. Kimball in 1979 quoting sections of the Doctrines & Covenants. He mentions ministering servants for all eternity where there is no increase. I have a strong desire to marry, but I can't see it happening in this lifetime because of major spiritual roadblocks in my life that aren't so easily removed. People who have dealt with situations similar to mine have either fallen into a sinful lifestyle or simply never marry or never fall in love with the belief that it is better to die alone than to bring another person into one's own proverbial hell where that person could realistically become a victim themselves. It makes me sick to my stomach to think that I will have to accept being some second-class citizen in eternity because of the curses of mortality. Is there anything recent from the First Presidency or a General Authority that can shed light on this subject?