With the risk of being made fun of, I'd like to tell you about my dream. It was SO REAL and gave me such peace. OK, here goes.
I was standing in front of God. He was looking at me and I was looking at Him. He cocked his head, and then we both started laughing so hard . It was that can't catch your breath laugh. But, here I was, laughing with GOD! Here's what it FELT like. A flood of relief. Pure JOY. Happiness. And, after all the laughter, I GOT that it was this loving embrace of acceptance that I felt from him. This beautiful, non judgemental acceptance and love. My first thought was that GOD was the only one who didnt judge me, but just shook his head and totally accepted me. Loved me.
So, there it is. Thats my dream. It gives me peace and joy when I remember it.
It does not fit into anything I have been taught about God. I think there is supposed to be some striking and punishing and what not. There is JUDGEMENT.
So, awake, I dont know what to think of this. I do know what to "feel" about this.
