I joined this forum not to rehash "the stain", but to air my frustrations and confusions as my husband and I are trying to heal. I am trying to stay close to the Savior, but sometimes, as a Latter Day Saint, there are issues that come up, and I hope to be able to understand them better. I feel like my husband has fallen into the jaws of hell, and I have him by one hand, and the Lord has me by the other. I feel like the weight of eternity and my family are all on my shoulders.