PeterRizzo

Thank you annewandering. I always thought God gives us the strenght and courage to fight for a just cause, I know the church is inline w/that. I guess what I was trying to express that I too often do things w/o Heavenly Father's guidance. I feel I've gain knowledge but don't use it in the way to bring glory upon his name. I know there are others in the same boat as me and I thank you :) for sharing your testamony w/me of your experience. I have a hard time w/my feelings - I feel useless. But I will work on it w/prayer and I'll keep you in my prayers and do the same for me cause I'm really hurting. Your bro in Christ - Tarnish :^

Thanks for your response Funkytown. I think what makes it hard for me that I know the "truth" of Heavenly Father's plan thru our Lord Jesus Christ, I'm a rebel at heart. What I mean is I don't take things at face value, I fight injustice, usually w/o thinking when I should be relying on Heavenly Father for the answers. Anyway, I'm just trying to figure out a way to get right w/the Lord. I see you are from the "United Kingdom" ? I visted England many years ago when I was in the Navy. I visted Portsmouth, saw the HMS Victory (BIG ship!) and I went to London, saw Buckingham Palace. Wanted to see the country side of England. Thanks again, God Bless.

I wanted to just chat w/someone in the church online. I became a member of the church several years ago, baptise my daughters in the church. Lost my way in the church a few years ago. I occasionly will bump into missionaries from the church, chat awhile. They - (the missionaries) always encourage me to return to the church, sometimes they will pray for me. I don't feel I can return, I feel tarnish. I miss some of the brothers & sisters I knew in the LDS community. I miss the Temple. God Bless you all.