judith246

paul.... i could feel that you are in big doubt, even if you're telling that you want to gain a testimony of the BOM, before you want to find an answer you have already closed your mind with any spiritual confirmations. doubt and faith cannot occur at the same time, you have to choose only one among the two coz faith and doubt dispels each other too. don't contradict what is/are wrtten in the holy scriptures, don't bash yourself against them. instead have faith and be believing...