madhats

Thanks everyone! Also, Iunderstand that there is a degree in the Celestial kingdom where single people are... can I just shoot for that?

So about a week ago, I received my patriarchal blessing. I prayed for a long time beforehand that it would reveal what I needed to do in this life, relationship wise. Among other things, it promised that I would be married to a young man in the temple (am I allowed to say that...?) Problem? Sadly, yes. I express homosexual tenancies and was planning on living celibate for my life. I hoped that my patriarchal blessing would confirm my decision.The thought of being with a man, at least in this life, is not one I am able to cope with. It makes my anxiety disorders inflame. For the sake of my sanity, marriage is a terrible idea during this life. So why was it promised in my blessing? What do I do from here? i asked my mom, and she said it may have to do with the next life, but no: it also mentioned kids. I'm sorry. I feel like a repulsive human being, but I cannot do this. It repels me. Am I allowed to continue with celibacy, or, since it was promised in my blessing and since I specifically prayed for the answer to appear in said blessing, would it be a sin to not marry?

It's technically a kids show because it is shown as a children's show. It was targeted at kids is what I mean...

Oh, awesome! I was sort of worried that I'd have to give it up!

Whenever he's on the show there are some... ah... minor dirty references. And I know the church's stance on homosexuals is a 'no' and Jack plays for both genders but they don't ever make it profane or raunchy. Doctor Who IS a kid's show technically and it's not nearly as dirty as most of the stuff on tv. But he's very flirtatious. Is this alright?

Is Doctor Who alright for Mormons to watch? I'm just wondering because that Jack Harkness dude shows up from time to time and he's... well... Jack... is it still okay to watch though?

Delve into the scriptures a little more often. Try to be more involved in the going-one in your ward. I agree with Eleven about the bishop part. Bishops are inspired by God and are very helpful.

Hmm... maybe the Holy Ghost is trying to warn you? Has it persisted since you posted this? It also could be an anxiety disorder. Or maybe you're just over thinking it. Either way, maybe you should be cautious around the new tenants... ((sorry if this didn't help at all, I'm new here XD))