For motivation in general, sometimes it takes "going through the motions" before you genuinely get to a point where you feel motivated. Usually, when you get involved in positive activities and habits, it's not too long before the positive affects take affect, and make you feel awesome! I really like what you said about going through the motions. I guess a quote that comes to my mind is "I never said it would be easy, I only said it would be worth it." This gospel, while it is easy to follow, I find that the things that are asked of us are the hardest to follow at the same time. Thank you to everyone that has responded and possibly will respond. Your advice is very helpful. :)