angeleyez911

no kids... were both in school. and yes were married in temple.

currently he is sorry, crying and wants me back, but i know here in a few months its going right back to the same situation.

before i had married my husband, i had went to a luthern church. I remember the passage they spoke of in john ask of God and you shall receivth or something like that. So many days later, I prayed in faith for someone, a guy that would accept me, doesnt matter if he was perfect or not, maybe even heavier in high school,show me the true church, that would work out with me, and help me with my issues. (i had some depression/ anxiety back then) we met, it came to be that i was so shocked that my prayer was answered that i decided to marry him. Little did I know, a few years in. he has a temper i cant stand. he makes smart remarks, and thinks im wrong in situations in a few. i know its a marriage its normal for arguments. he is slight bit on the controlling side. he gets mad in public at stupid things, and at the house if something goes, and makes awful sighs to me if want a nap because i deal with daily chronic migraines. im in pain as it is. I left him before to get some air and asked him if was to get on some meds and some counciling. he said yes with our parents around. But whens its just us around, no to counciling and yes to meds but only to when he is in school, so he can finish college. i dont need to have the converstation again. if i have the converstation with him again, he sighs....and whines. I wanted to know that heavenly father was true, so i prayed...i got my answer. im deeply sorry that i had did that to the levels of gods power. im now asking for forgivness. i will repent. advice please.