Road-Dog

Thanks for the replies everyone, I told my wife what happened and she was not mad but she was terribly disappointed in me and pretty upset as I figured she would be, I'm meeting with the bishop tonight to get this resolved. He reassured me that we can work through this and I can be forgiven. I'm still at a loss as to how I could have allowed this to happen, I think the hardest thing to get through will be forgiving MYSELF.

First post here and its a bad one....last night I was talking to an old friend and next thing I know we're kissing....then further and further until we had intercourse....the whole time I kept asking myself what I was doing, but yet I couldn't stop, after the whole thing was over I felt so empty and alone and disgusted, those were slowly replaced by denial and worry....which is where I'm at now. I don't know what came over me because I KNOW better than to put myself in that situation and be tempted to be unfaithful, but what's done is done and now I don't know what to do. I've been married for 3 1/2 years to a wonderful woman who treats me good and loves me in spite of my shortfalls, we were sealed in 2010 and within the next year we both kind of became inactive.....it will destroy her to know that I've done this and I feel absolutely horrible and sick to my stomach, one because I was unfaithful to the woman I love, and two because I'm worried that I'll never be able to be with her for eternity because adultery is a serious thing......I tried calling my bishop but he hasn't answered, what can I do in the meantime to ease my guilty feelings? Thanks in advance