im a mom of 6 beautiful children 1 girl and 5 boys:grouphug: it is a daily struggle tryin to b mom and dad especially wen dad is home. to explain wut conclusion i can possibly think of why this all happen is we met 16 yrs ago been together since... for the we had our daughter after a yr into our relationship... i loved this man with all my heart and soul... we lost our son who was born still in 2003:angel: and ever since then my husband has chose other ways of healing his heart by poising his soul and body.... i try to teach him the word of wisdom... i had him attend church with me but i guess i drove him away cause at the time i found the church i needed the elders and do lots of church things to help me with the death of our son.... as it was helping me i didnt realize he was slowly slipping threw my fingers.... now here it is 10 yrs later and all he does in the past 10 yrs is lie well he calls it deny to me its the same as lieing. he steals and he get very demanding ways sometimes to a point he belittles me... i love this man but i believe staying in this situation anylonger is just a way of enabling him to continue his selfish ways... i just wish my children could meet the man i feel in love with not the may i fight with....i no this is why my children are out of control acting out of anger.... they argue and amongst each other for the simple fact is they witness how we act....:(:huh:
