I am a 50 something year old woman who has been a devout member of the Church all of my life. My husband (a returned missionary) and I were married in the Temple 32 years ago this March. My son served a worthy mission, both of my daughters are married to a returned Missionaries.
My son was the first, after his mission he chose to disbelieve in the church and stopped attending, my oldest daughter and here husband were next. Now my youngest daughter has chosen to marry a non-member and the most painful of all...my husband of 30 years has told me the church is not true and I will live in "quiet desperation" if I expect him to him to return.
Quiet desperation is a good description of how I feel. There is no one I can really talk to, I don't want to burden my Mom and Dad. I am asking for help and advice.
I love my children more than I could say and my husband is still my beloved companion. He plays the organ in church every Sunday and says he loves me more then ever.
I believe with all my heart the in the Church. The forces that have turned my family to disbelief are just not true!
Please help me to find others to talk to.
