Hello brothers and sisters! I have an MTC report date for June 26. I am 18 and couldn't be more excited to serve The Lord! I was endowed last week.
Some of you may be familiar with Vine, a new social networking application that allows you to post 6 second videos. It is much like Instagram. On Sunday, I was browsing and exploring profiles of multiple videographers, photographers, etc. I came upon the profile of an edgy, pretty morally degraded model/photographer and saw two women with their breasts exposed. I l left the profile quickly, but it before the images had time to make me feel aroused. I did nothing to encourage the feelings, but they came. I exited out of the page quickly and deleted the app ( I don't want to deal with it anymore because I'm so close to leaving.)
I have been very bothered by these photos over the last few days. Although I was not necessarily looking for any pornography, I feel at fault because I did not shy away from the profile when I saw other scantily clad girls. I feel like the spirit told me to exit out earlier, but i kind of shook off the impression. The application also does not allow for any nudity, so I did not expect to find any nudity. It has bothered me to the point where I fear it could interfere with my service. I plan on talking to the bishop about the incident because it has bothered me so much (more than I ever would have expected) but I am wondering if any of you think this incident would give the bishop reason to push my report date back.
Would this incident be cause for the bishop to change my report date? I have had multiple friends have to come home early to take care of things they failed to take care of, so It has always been a fear of mine. I want nothing more than to worthily serve The Lord and his children. Thank you for your time!