Sosa123

Well first off I need advice.. One day I saw this video clips of scary movies were used and I saw it I didn't like and now I can't get those blood movies of my mind no matter how much I try to avoid them such as gore movies I don't like them but feels like I need to repeat what I do to overcome them and it is really hard for me because I know those can trigger unwanted thoughts and bad thoughts thinking that you might do the same and last month I was listening to black metal to see how it was I don't like I can stop listening to black metal for couple days or weeks but then those thoughts that I need to listen to it or need to watch those clips of movies I don't like it I tried so hard to stop watching it its hard I also talked to my therapist. I really believe that I have OCD what should I really do because it is hard to overcome these thoughts I found that out myself I also had thoughts on harming people I really believe that I have OCD. Please Reply ASAP I need advice because it is so frustrating for me.

Hi I'm Cesar and I decided to sign up for this site because I need better understanding on how God and Jesus works and how I can become a better person and choose the right path and I been having some personal problems on my own as well so this is why I signed up for this site I signed up for on this site called Christian forums I been posting some problems hoping someone on that site would answer but I got no answer so this is another reason why I signed up on lds.net P.S. I am 19 years old