well back in august after a brief period of going away from the church I fell into sexual sin. I immediately felt guilty and I talked to my Bishop. After over a month of good behavior I was then able to take the sacrament. However I was doing well since then and I had not been with any girls. I even submitted my apllication to byu to attend campus there. Now just yesterday I fell again. I really hate myself for it but it happened. I feel like I screwed up my future because now my entrance to BYU is threatened and man i really dont want to be trapped at the school Im in now. I am talking to the bishop tonight about it. Im guessing ill get a disfellowship or even excommunication since he was pretty nice to me last time. in all honesty i deserve it but man It is so much easier to fall when most of everyone dosent hold the same values as you do and that was one of the reasons I wanted to go to BYU.
