melmck2

Thank you everyone. I have Major Depressive Disorder and I've been struggling with that. I saw my psychiatrist today and she started me on a new medication and I'm very hopeful about it. I guess I was just looking for anyone who might understand how I was feeling but I realize it was not normal and a little crazy. I appreciate those who honestly answered my questions. It's nice knowing I have a place to come when I'm struggling. Thank you.

I'm Mormon and I haven't smoked in year and it has for some reason become a draw for me the past few days. My husband is furious. But I can't say I'll quit. I feel like I should leave him to spare him the agony of finding out I'm still smoking. I am lost. I wish I were dead. I deal like that'd cause a lot less trouble. I know in a child of God and all that but I'm still so tired of struggling. It's been YEARS now and I'm tired of it. I've let everyone down. I feel like I'm too have a family. My husband I'd mad I won't even try but I feel like there's no point. I feel like giving up. I'm so selfish.