I am not blaming my bishop at all. But I fell from the church I talked to my bishop for breaking the law of chastity.. he said we should have regular meetings to help me but we never had one follow up.. soon I fell away again. I want more than anything to be strong in the church but now I think they will just excommunicate me... every bit of me is in pain in knowing this despite the fact that I deserve it... Satan knows our weaknesses too well now I have no idea what I'll do.